Let's go back

On my body 

You wrapped your rotten guts

And my lips 

You sealed with a ruminated gum

In the dark you looked beautiful 

Like abandoned basements do

And my moans echoed in you

Our bodies travelled

But we didn't reach 

That sunlit spot 

Where you know

You'll die alone

And free

I remember holding your hand

And if you weren't busy coming 

I would have shook it cordially

Why does this frenzy

Look all but pathetic to me

When I dug my nails in you

It's not like I wanted your skin

when you looked down intently 

It's not like you could see me

On your bed lay with me

ugliness in all its beauty 

And ran down it's cold fingers on my spine 

While you kissed me tenderly

Just that once

Your eyes were shut 

And mine were locked with that thing

A black opaque dot staring back at me

Let's go back

Down that lane

Where we never meet

Even though 

we walk

Next to each other

I swear

It was fun 

And 

I would do it again

Our Bridge is on a river

That doesn't take

That doesn't give 

It's perfect 

The balance is critical 

If you tip over

You will meet the sea