Thursday, 28 March 2013

ye wo sach hain jo sabko pata hain....


ye wo sach hain jo sabko pata hain....
ke shaam ki laali ke bad raat ka andhera aata hai,
aur kuch sach hain jo lapata hain...
ke shaam ki laali mein aksar ek parinda sooraj ke laal goley pe tang jaata hai,
aur raat ka andhera khwaabon ki roshni laata hai.
ye wo sach hain jo sabko pata hain....
ke agar bhook bhi mit jaye to pyaas nahin mit paati hai,
aur kuch sach hain jo lapata hain,
ke hatheliyon mein sama jaye to pyaas mita deta hai,
aur aasman se baras jaye to pyaas jaga deta hai...
ye wo sach hain jo sabko pata hain,
ke zindagi ek din maut mein badal jaati hai,
aur kuch sach hain jo lapata hain...
ke maut wo nahin jo akhir mein aati hai...

tigdam


Zindagi ka har din
Ek guzre kal ki parchayi hai
Upar waley ne waqt aur usmein ghulti yaadon ki
kuch aisi tigdam bhidayi hai,
aaj gali se guzarte dekha tumhe,
kisi aur ke sath…
din mein guzre hazaar lamho ki tarah
ye lamha bhi ghaseet ke kahin peechey legaya.
ke wo bhi ek din tha
jab meri chat se teri chat dikhti thi
aur ye bhi ek din hai …
na ishq, na dard, na ruswayi hai…

laal peela


Jab main car ki khidki se bahar dekhti hun, to dekhti hun...
chaar pahad bhaage ja rahe hain,
shaam ki palkein wadi pe dhakne lagi hain,,,
sooraj baba bhi pair ghaseet te hue aasman se zameen pe arahe hain,
nadi ka shor bhi sath sath chal raha hai,,
aur kahin door pahad ki choti pe safeyd chadar bichi hai,,,
aisa lag raha tha maano waqt ke sath sab chalte chalte bhaage, lekin maine dekha...
jaaney kahan se kathayi pahadon ke aagey,
jhulsa hua
laal
peela
chinar khada tha...

I have to say...


The sky in the lake is grey,
It’s such a beautiful day...
It breaks my heart, I have to say.

Wisps of vapour from my lips escape,
I feel alive as the stupor takes...
And makes the sky in the lake grey,
It’s such a beautiful day...
It breaks my heart, I have to say.

My eyes are still like memory,
As the cold wind tugs on my scarf,
And blows it to the sky in the lake all grey,
It’s such a beautiful day...
It breaks my heart, I have to say.

laanat


25 diye ek ek karke jalaye humne,
Ek diya naam ka khushi ke jalte hue honthon se bola
Chahe jis lamhe se hasi mango,
Tumhe zindagi jeeney ki azaadi hai...
ek diya naam ka sawal ke bujhta hi nahin...
Pet khali hai mera jeb meri khali hai...
chalo doosri tarah se karti hun kaifi sahib ke alfaazon ka balatkaar,
25 diye ek ek karke bujhaye maine,
ek diya naam ka waqt ke sulagte hue honthon se bola,
laanat hai Saba rehman Laanat...

kavita


Tum ek kavi ho main jaanti hun,
udaasi tumhari kavita hai,
ab itne saal hogaye hamein bichdey hue...
kabhi to mujhe sochke udaas hue honge,
kabhi to us udaasi ho shabdon mein dhaala hoga,,,
bas wahi chaar panktiyaan tumhara mera rishta hain...
bas unhi chaar panktiyon ke mel keliye main tumse bichdi thi,
bas wahi chaar panktiyaan tumne mujhe kabhi sunayi nahin...
bas wahi chaar panktiyaan ho sake to kabhi suna dena,,,
ke mujhko udaasi aur udaasi ko tumne kavita bana diya,,,
par ye kya, tumhare sath bhi in chaar panktiyon ne wahi kiya....

lonliness


The green mould is rising,
higher and higher
on the soft cream bread



On a vast page
the single word
waits for another...


Loneliness is a shapeless, faceless monster
Eating in to the wet sand of the earth,
Though the ocean tries,
But with each wave it's fingers slip
And it leaves the earth damp.
Foaming on the edges of the earth,
Is the shape of loneliness.



Loneliness is the blue in the flames,
You can fill the fire with hopes and anger,
You can fill the fire with all the trash in the world,
You can fill the fire with sighs and words,
But it all burns, in to the blue flames,
Through the smoke you see,
The colour of loneliness.



Loneliness is a gluttonous man,
His skin about to burst.
You can feed the man cherries and peaches,
You can feed the man thought and wisdom,
You can feed the man time and sense,
And hope that he bursts.
But his body digests and he shits.
Slowly mixing with the air
is the stench of loneliness.


Loneliness is a body,
Writhe ring with desire,
You can touch it with your soft hands,
Or caress it with your rough tongue,
You can glide over it
And shudder with it's pleasure,
But the body unfolds and reveals a soul.
Dazzling your senses is the extent of loneliness.

sasti khushi


kehne keliye kuch nahin,
kya kahun....
kuch mehsoos nahin kiya,
kya likhun...
na dard hai mujhe...dil ka,
na kuch khoya hai maine....zindagi mein,
ek raasta, ek raftar, ek lamba thaka hua, bekar safar...
na aadi tedi laino se bigadti hai,
na rangon se sawarti hai,
bas ek parat pe dusri chadhti jaati hai,
main bhaagta hun,
chupta hun,
ye door baithke muskurati hai...

meri zindagi hai ek sasti khushi,
jispe ab hasi nahin aati hai...

what am I?


What am i…Iam free like the wind…nay! Iam the wind ,


the waves,the warmth of the morning sun…


The beauty of the moonlight..,


the shine in the lovers eyes ,…in the call of a mate..


Iam the darkness of the deep colours


and the tenderness of the yellows…The iciness of the blue ocean….The soaking green of the sea…


Iam the cry of the baby,…just out of the womb…


Iam the stone rolling down the restless stream…,and iam the fish in the stomach of a whale…


Iam the space in the grains of the sand,iam the feather of a bird…


Iam a thought in the poets heart…


Free me of this body….let me break off its confines..let me not be human .Let me not be woman…


Let me be that bubble that rises and bursts mid air…suddenly…


Or tears that never leave the eyes…


I want to run In the waves and drop with the rain drops…I want to be bound in the roots of a small flower…


I want to be the dots on the butterfly and the veins on the leaves…





The unsung tunes of some broken strings…That I could be…why human do I have to be?

sun rise


You should go to my homeland,,
and see,,
how the sun rises,,
its wobbly...
by the way,,
you never told me how sad loving you could be,,
i feel like i am drowning all the time,,
and through the water i see you looking at me,,
But at this instance,,
the shadow of your house darkens on my wall
deeper and deeper as the sun goes up.
Here, there are 3 colors on your terrace,
competing to be seen,
and twisted iron bars,,
that look like people to me...

Mera din ab ek biyabaan gali hai



Mera din ab ek biyabaan gali hai
Ab koi idhar bhatakta nahin
Phisalta nahin , tapakta nahin,
Ab ispe anginat baelein lipti hain
Beylon mein chupa ek ghosla bhi hai
Jissey panchi ud chuke hain
Sard mausam hai yahan
Pichli garmiyon ke zang khaaye cooler pade hain
Ab sooraj yahan nikalta nahin
Pighalta nahin, masalta nahin.
Mitti ki partein jami hain
Cheetiyon ki kataarein thin kabhi
Unke  nishan mehfooz hain inmein
Ab hawa yahan chalti nahin
Khurachti nahin, ragadti nahin
Kuch purani deewarein hain
Sabse purani main daraarein hain
Ab Phool yahan khilte nahin
Dehakte nahin, sulagte nahin
Ye gali kisi gali se milti to hogi zarur
Chalti  hun kuch der aur
Kahin nikalti to hogi zarur
Chalte chalte pairon mein ulajh jaatey hain
Purane sadte hue kapdon ke chiithdey
Main pair patakhti rehti hun
Ab baarish yahan hoti nahin
Mehakti nahin, chayhakti nahin
Chalti hun kuch der aur
Kahin nikalti to hogi zarur
Ye gali kisi gali se milti to hogi zarur.

Aasman laal hai



Aasman laal hai
Zakhm hara hai
Ye jo parwaaz mein hain parinde
Gehri gehri  kharoch chodh jaatey hain
Main baadlon se dhakti hun riste hue khoon ko
baadal bhi bewafa hain
shaam tak baras jaatey hain
kuch lamhe gehrata hai andhera
kuch lamhe sukoon sa milta hai in siyyah galiyon mein
lekin phir kambakht taarey nikal aatey hain.

badi bewakoofi ki



Ghar ke peechey  ek chota sa bageecha tha
Ab wahan jungle hai
Beylon ka kaher hai
Sookhey patton ki dadagiri hai
Wahin kal dupaihri mein
Jab sooraj khada ghoor raha tha
Ek laash mili mujhe
Sad ti hui
Uski badboo kuch lamhon mein hi bardasht hone lagi
Main uske pas jaake baith gayi
Uske hath ko apne hath mein liya
Aur saara haal dil ka keh diya
Par lagta tha wo sun nahin rahi hai
Yun uska be murrawat hona bardasht nahin hua mujhe
Ek purani kulhadi toote hue darwaze se latki thi
Maine tukde tukde kardiye us laash ke
Badi bewakoofi ki
Pehle to bas ek laash thi
Ab kayi hissey hogaye uske
Kahan kahan dafnaati unko
Aise hi chorh wapas ghar agayi
Sooraj bhi khada ghoorta raha

Sach Bol



Mere hamdard mere saathi
Tu sach bol
Tu wo bol jo nazar aata hai tujhe
Mat udha apne alfaazon ko ek safeyd shaffaq chaadar
Mat duba apni awaz ko chaashni mein
Tu sach bol
Tu wo bol jo mehsus hota hai tujhe
Mat dar ke dil toot jayega mera
Mat ghabra ke toot jaunga main
Tu sach bol

Mere hamdard mere saathi
Aaina sab dekh lete hain
Seekh lete hain
Bade hojate hain
Hoshiyar hojate hain
Par jo aina dikhata hai
Usey kabhi maaf nahin kar paatey hain
Yahi sach hai. lo bol diya.